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mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm..... [26 Jul 2009|11:53pm]
Thursday was so emotional.
I was soo happy to have my sister here. The party for Kathy was so much fun! I drank, laughed, laughed, and laughed some more. Then, Natalie started with tears with Kathy leaving- and wah-wah-wah- I started sobbing. I would laugh, and then start crying. And then come back in and have fun, have it hit me, and run outside to start bawling again. I haven't laughed and cried like that since my last performance w/ the Flanagan guardies.. i know i know- LAME.. SUCK IT! I really didn't want her to leave and all that, and it just hit me. Oh well, we hugged and laughed again and moved on. I kept randomly bursting into tears all the way to bed.. LOL. Not that I was an emotional drunk bitch or anything.. oh wait!

We left for Atlanta the next day and the entire trip was a BLAST! So much driving back and forth involved, but it was totally worth it. Got to see so many loved ones, shared so many laughs in a tight mazda, bond with my sister, play phone pranks on each other on the way home.. Hmm.. just lots of good stuff. The Cadets were fabulous!!-- or at least the guard was cuz lets be honest, i dont know shit about the other stuff! I really missed everyone and wished so badly to be in that show-- but I'm just glad I was lucky enough to march there. Lots of corps were great. LOVED me some Carolina Crown! They lemme have it! BD had some fierce features! Anyways, yup. GREAT. TRIP. AnnaJade was reunited as she sat on the laps of my friends in the backseat and we got lost in downtown ATL finding the hotel that is "literally across the street.. i walked from there!"
I reconnected with someone I didn't realize how much I had missed being around.. kinda bittersweet.. Oh well.

Overall, great weekend. Lots of highs, few lows. Now, I have to do my best to bullshit through this test tomorrow on that book. OY.

-Jade
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"i'm HALF and I aint gettin MAH HURR wet!" [22 Jul 2009|11:06pm]
So school still sucks. I'm supposed to be reading this science fiction story for class called, "Manta's Gift." Yeah, would you want to read it? Maybe you would. But I am ignorant and don't like to read. Plus it's like 400 pages and I'm supposed to read it in a week?? What do I look like? Some kind of well-rounded, respectable student? BITCH I AINT NO NERD!!!
just sayin.

It's nice to be home and actually get to enjoy So You Think You Can Dance from week to week.. MAN I LOVE THAT SHOW!

Otherwise, nothing too exciting has happened in my life. I'm leaving for DCI Atlanta on Friday and I'm super pumped! My sister is coming tomorrow, and tomorrow night we are having a 'carnival-themed' going-away party for Kathy and Filipe. I can't believe my roommate is married and moving back home.. I'M NOT READY FOR IT. I AM GOING TO MISS THEM DEARLY!!! I just don't know what I'm going to do without Kathy here to vent to.. it's been so fucking fun living with her the past 3 years. My whole college experience has been with her.. and now shes leaving me.. :(
I'm not ready.
But I am looking forward to having some fun with my sister :)

Time to go read? Yea right.
Facebook then bed.
Sick of Swimming

i'm committing carbicide [15 Jul 2009|03:49pm]
Yesterday I went to Apple to get my ipod fixed since all of a sudden it stopped scrolling or letting me do anything except shake it to play music.
I went there and they were happy to hand me a new ipod bcuz of my warranty. The lady said, 'yup just plug it into your computer again and it will sync all the music. just like before'

My computer is dead.
FML.

Besides that, I went to jazzercise class last night with the gang. One of my friends Dana is an instructor and she has lost soooo much weight and toned up incredibly bcuz of it.. so dont laugh too hard! But honestly, jazzercise is pretty fun and I recommend it to others. Your first class is free.. just sayin. Anyways, it's always fun bcuz of a few of us guardies go to the class and add vocals and flairs to just about everything, and our 40-some yr old instructor goes to the class too with her 'gf/partner/wife'.. who is a cop.. LOL. It's hysterical watching them, especially the cop bcuz she has NO rythym but will crack jokes and change every routine up- just a great spirit about it.

After, we went to dinner and saw Bruno. Yup. Everyone else was at the premiere of Harry Potter, but we saw Bruno. Not gonna lie, I laughed alot.

Uh, otherwise, skipped my first class today.. OOPS! Now I've got a final at 6-- I just got to get 12 points more in order to get a B in the class.. ugh.

Later.
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hand job is not a swear word.. [13 Jul 2009|11:37pm]
I'm alive.
Just wanting to say hello.
Today was rather uneventful, yet I'm exhausted?
Went to my lit class which is the biggest waste of my life-- 4 HOURS for NO REASON. Lady, LET US LEAVE! THIS PRESENTATION IS ONLINE!!!

Then I went to meet with my Spoto kids. Met the new band director who is only a few years older than me, and I wasn't ready for that. He was also.. kinda hot?? AWKWARD. Pretend I never said that.

This past weekend, Caro, Lauren, and my brother came up for the weekend. So glad to get to spend time with them- even though we did absolutely nothing. I am the most boring host. At least I surround myself with people that arent boring?? I don't know I'm trying to justify it. We did get drunk on Friday night and watch videos of the most interesting Jamaican dancing-- called- DAGGERING. More interesting were my attempts to recreate it.. SO. CLASSY.

Uh- my life is the same ol shit, which is probably why I never update. Yes guys, I'm still a colorguard loser, and no guys, I do not have a boyfriend yet. Wow feels even better when you admit it in writing at 22. ...oh wait.

I'm working at Rhino Ralley now at Busch Gardens and LOVE it. How lame of me.. oh well. I LOVE the fools I work with. I even have a few crushes already? Its just nice to be around nice straight boys that are hilarious- I haven't in so long. It's cute though- they fight over me. Whatever. Call me a slut, but I like the attention damnit. Do any of them really have chances? Who knows.

Gloria Estefan was on Kathy Griffin tonight and I just about died. God I love her. I love Kathy too.. how could I not? Fellow hag.

Sorry to write so much. But I talk so damn much, why should it be any different in my journal?

<3
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[12 Feb 2009|12:47am]
i check this thing every day, and i cant make myself post on it.
wtf?

i NEED to get on here and post about the inauguration experience until its WAY too late and i forget EVERYTHING! i know ill regret that later on.
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Once in a lilfetime. [18 Jan 2009|02:49am]
I am heading to wg rehearsal in the morning, and then leaving to Philly to see my CADETS AGAIN!!

I am performing in the inaugural parade for one of the most historic presidents, and I can't believe it.
There's only like 8 alumni or so that got invited back to do this w/ the entire corps, and I was lucky enough to be one of them. =)

This really is a once in a lifetime opportunity. See? Sometimes bein a guard nerd pays off.

I am soooooo excited to just be reunited w/ everyone and not have any pressure of an audition or anything.. should be interesting. I'm super nervous about how crazy the parade day is going to be, but I'm making sure to take as many pics as possible and of course obnoxious videos.

I am NOT prepared for the freezing weather. At all.
Lets be honest, I'm going to FREEZE MY TITS OFF. But I really couldn't afford to go crazy shopping for this, so oh well. I was going to be cold either way, might as well not half-ass it? I dont know.. tryin to make myself feel better about it..

I'm getting anxious about it.. still hasn't really hit me.

CANNOT WAIT. =D

you know you love me,
jb
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WHEN I SAY WEAK ASS, YOU SAY BITCH! [12 Dec 2008|03:33am]
So I threw up this morning.. but I wouldn't say I regretted last night.

I had a really good time and saw lots of old friends!

So far, I've had a blast in gville. Now I even got to see Dana and Caitlin super drunk.. good times =D

Saw Brittany two days in a row and we made an ugly cake together-- cute for us tho.
Saw Natalia tonight too! Always a good time talkin shit w/ those two!

Also got to hang with Troy. More updates after this weekend..
or I hope so anyways- I always say I'll update in more detail later.. its the procrastinator in me.

You know you love me,
JB
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[11 Dec 2008|03:19am]
I had SO much fun tonight!!!


I hope i dont regret this in the morning... =(
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Everythings Amazing, Nobody's happy. [05 Dec 2008|04:50am]
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WOW. [28 Nov 2008|03:18am]
How can everything change so much in a few minutes?

After I posted, my phone rang and it was Eric asking me to come pick him up, and he wouldnt say why.

As I drove over there (where I had literally just been minutes before), I saw paramedics, lots of cops.. and started panicking.

I saw a black car smashed up on the grass and marks all the way across the lanes and thru the grass.

Turns out Eric wasn't driving and everyone is fine. They hydroplaned, spun out of control and flew across 4 lanes and thru the grass. Somehow missed a palm tree and found the one hole among the millions, hit the sidewalk, and flipped over. FLIPPED OVER.

I asked Eric if everyone was fine and wearing their seatbelt and he said, 'yea..well.. everyone but me..'

The car flipped over and Eric wasn't wearing a seat belt.
... I am THANKING GOD like never before right now.

Hes complaining about his back and chest right now, and the paramedics told him he needed to go to the hospital- but seeing as Eric just recently got himself dropped from the insurance- he told them he couldnt afford it.

Not to mention- the first person on the scene that stopped to call the cops and ask everyone if they were ok- was my neighbor. What're the odds?

-mess right now.
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happy sanksgeeveen [28 Nov 2008|02:44am]
I promise I will post soon.

Tonight was totally unexpected, but exactly what I needed. Nothing like catching up w/ a really good old friend. =)

Wonderful Thanksgiving.

<3
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Oh boy. [26 Nov 2008|01:23am]
So I can't remember when I posted last, but winterguard went really well on Saturday.
Sunday was my last football game performing in Raymond James Stadium- and possibly my last time w/ the H.O.T. depending on the bowl game situation.. Mary was right, she always says 'when you're done, you know...' and this time, it FELT right. I KNOW this was my last time- it FELT like a last football game. =)

Sentimental about it, but I am done. There are certainly things I will miss, like doing the roadshow, and running out of the tunnels for pregame like maniacs. I will also miss waiting for the clock to run out on the field w/ my equipment in hand before halftime. I will miss the announcement of the PRIDE OF THE BAY, THE HERD OF THUNDER MARCHING BAND! And hearing my name announced over the speaker as a captain echoing throughout the entire stadium.. just sayin. I think I took for granted what it's like being on the field in all the excitement.. I'll also miss walking by the student section and having all of them go crazy and reaching down to us for us to touch them as if we're celebrities.. kinda weird. I've never been in a band or anything that ppl went so crazy for- so it's been fun. =)

Anyways, I was supposed to drive home today, but after my mom reminded me yesterday that I can't sleep in my own room anymore, I figured I'd spend another night in Tampa COMFORTABLY =D
I will be home tomorrow though, until Monday morning so please call/text/facebook if you want to hang out! I'm super busy w/ the family and stuff but I really love to see old faces even if its just to chill for a minute.

Oh yeah, Andrew came over again tonight and we watched Animal Planet and saw a cat survive after falling straight thru a metal rod on a fence.. it was one of those cases where if it had been an inch either way- itd be dead.. it was odd.

K. I'll prob update more while I'm home for break.

<3 you know you love me,
JB

(niki inspired me and now im hooked)
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FIIIIIIIIIINE brittany.. [22 Nov 2008|02:38am]
It's true. Everyone seems to be coming back, and I miss being able to vent on this thing. Maybe this will be a comeback? At least for a little while anyways.

Filipe got this game 'animal crossing' for the Wii, and I started playing today and I may get addicted.. Weird. All I know is right now, I really like it. =)

Then I received noticed that marching band practice would only be for 30 minutes tonight= waste of my life. Don't get me wrong- I wish every practice went like that, but some people drive quite a ways to only be there for half an hour..

Jamie came over tonight and we all watched Connie and Carla and Hilary passed out as always.

Tomorrow I have winterguard rehearsal from 11-4.. SO diff from high school.. that would've been considered our rehearsal on Early Release Day.. But it's those reasons that I am marching my ageout at USF =)

Good news: We are now registered for the FT LAUD REGIONAL! YAY! Get your tickets folks.

After rehearsal, Hilary and I are possibly stopping by the Tropicana Dome to visit friends at marching band states and watch some cute bands/guards. Whatever- it's what I love.

K gnite.. another guard-filled day comin at me.

<3
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I don't want to get too graphic, but I sucked his dick for drugs. [21 Nov 2008|03:53am]
Few things make me happy anymore- one of them is late night visits from Andrew. Nothing exciting there folks, just fun.

I am not motivated for school anymore and I don't know when exactly it got this bad.

I read some of my old writings today, and I wonder what happened to me.

At least there is always family, thank God for my family.

I've even been looking for a church around here, but I haven't found the right one for me yet. I don't want to tell my parents about it because I know how my dad will get.

Also, I'm just glad there are always fools on youtube and other videos for me to watch and laugh hysterically at.

K that's it for now.

<3 Jade
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[12 Sep 2008|12:37am]
My sister is 18 now..

WTF.
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AH! [23 May 2008|05:15am]
I'm about to head off for my ageout...


AAAAAAH!! not ready.


wishing my best friends would be there w/ me again-- should be interesting summer.
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yay? [06 May 2008|12:52am]
Yay for bein home a short amount of time before I leave for tour.

I have a camp this weekend.
Then leave for tour on the 23..
CRAZY.
I'm SOOOO not ready!

If you love me and want to help me out w/ some money for tour that'd be AMAZING. Every little bit helps, so if you just wanna donate $5.. thats great too.
I have to do this for my ageout.

When I come back ill be in a hole, but here's to maxing out your ageout!!




Oh yea, and I miss alot of you folks. =)
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[14 Mar 2008|08:50pm]
I wish I posted more.
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[23 Feb 2008|02:49am]
GREAT.
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i cant believe they were 'rehearsing!' [22 Feb 2008|02:08am]
Saw the movie 'Definitely Maybe'
and now I'm all messed up..
no surprise there.

Can a bitch get some Ryan Reynolds in her life?

Ha. No but seriously..
Very cute. Loved the movie.

Home show last weekend was amazing. Thank you everyone that was there.

I love reading Natalia and Brittany's updates...

<3 peace.
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